This time of year for me has always felt harder emotionally than others. Beyond the very real weight of SAD (Seasonal Affective Disorder), there is a weird sort of awkward holding my breath sort of feeling. It's an uncomfortableness that's resulted in settling into something that is a palpable discomfort, but I can't really do anything about it. Winter time (at least in Colorado) is as manic as any other season, but for me, the grasp winter has...